12.28.2003
You have done much to help us move from California, and up here in Idaho as well. Thank You for that. It was generous, and time consuming for you.
So, I have a lot of personal problems - who doesn't ?? One of the one's that I need to get over is expectations of what people should do. Whether people should write, or whether you should contact Mom, is your business. I guess that what I expect, sets me up for being disappointed. Just like your aunt. I'm sure that it would be easier on all concerned if I just let everyone do their thing.
I've been thinking lately about how bad of a father have I really been ? All that I really wanted for you, was to become self reliant, responsible, and hopefully successful, or at least working at something you like with a good future. I may still be able to help both you and your sister with a starter house. Just depends on what you need. Our first house was a "dump", but it was a start. I may be able to help you and your sister get started toward a house of your own. I do not know yet. Either everything will be O.K.financially, or I will be busted.
So, I have made mistakes, and have been very much stressed out and edgy. It's not an excuse, but, it is quite a lot to deal with. I am so very Thankful, that I was able to save some money for your Mom, if she needs it.
I have discussed the past Thanksgiving Fiasco with many friends. All of them would have writen off your aunt and uncle. I believe that your uncle was the real problem now, and he just cannot live without his "dearest" Fred. That is fine and I do not need either of them.
If I ever get out of this "Pickle" that I'm in, there will be a "For Sale" sign here within minutes. I would like Mid Nevada around Gardenerville, ( just East over the mountain from South Shore. Butler lives there and the bicycle riding is Great. )
So, if your hopelessly pissed off at me, you always have your aunt and uncle. If I have the opportunity to move, it will be as quick as is possible, but, all based on what Mom can handle. I am not going to put her though a move while she is sick.
Dad
So, I have a lot of personal problems - who doesn't ?? One of the one's that I need to get over is expectations of what people should do. Whether people should write, or whether you should contact Mom, is your business. I guess that what I expect, sets me up for being disappointed. Just like your aunt. I'm sure that it would be easier on all concerned if I just let everyone do their thing.
I've been thinking lately about how bad of a father have I really been ? All that I really wanted for you, was to become self reliant, responsible, and hopefully successful, or at least working at something you like with a good future. I may still be able to help both you and your sister with a starter house. Just depends on what you need. Our first house was a "dump", but it was a start. I may be able to help you and your sister get started toward a house of your own. I do not know yet. Either everything will be O.K.financially, or I will be busted.
So, I have made mistakes, and have been very much stressed out and edgy. It's not an excuse, but, it is quite a lot to deal with. I am so very Thankful, that I was able to save some money for your Mom, if she needs it.
I have discussed the past Thanksgiving Fiasco with many friends. All of them would have writen off your aunt and uncle. I believe that your uncle was the real problem now, and he just cannot live without his "dearest" Fred. That is fine and I do not need either of them.
If I ever get out of this "Pickle" that I'm in, there will be a "For Sale" sign here within minutes. I would like Mid Nevada around Gardenerville, ( just East over the mountain from South Shore. Butler lives there and the bicycle riding is Great. )
So, if your hopelessly pissed off at me, you always have your aunt and uncle. If I have the opportunity to move, it will be as quick as is possible, but, all based on what Mom can handle. I am not going to put her though a move while she is sick.
Dad
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