Jacinda

Jacinda is in a bad way these days. It's weird. When I first met her she was working multiple jobs and seemed like she had it together. She seemed to be doing well in school too. I still don't like the fact that she is room mates with her ex-boyfriend, but the rent is cheap where she's at and I haven't been able to afford to move her in with me someplace. It's been a real drag. She's lost some of the part time jobs she had and I can't figure out why. Drugs? Weirdness? Definetly a mystery. I've tried to do whatever I can to make things a little easier for her- and that isn't much. I'm cash strapped too.

One of the things about her that has been a totally new experience is having sex in public. She loves it. We've been intimate in city parks, the beach, behind a Jehovah's Witnesses church (cult fiends), and even in the local cemetary in broad daylight. The cemetary incident was the most exhilerating, and sketchy. We walked into the cemetary one afternoon and went behind a concrete crypt. I bent her over a gravestone and did her from behind. Just a few feet away on the trail were joggers and people walking by. Nobody noticed us. Off in the distance some hippie was playing classical guitar over someone's grave. It was risky, and fun. I started to panic though and ganked Jacinda before she was about to climax. I wanted to get out of there and go back to her place to finish her off. She was frustrated and angry about it because she was so close to orgasm. Oops. I did have a good time terrorizing her though. Jacinda tried to reach for a headstone that was just a few inches in front of her while I was in her, and each time she got close enough to touch it I pulled her back another inch so she couldn't get hold of it. That really made her squirmy. Too bad there were so many people around.

We have a good time going to antique stores together. Jacinda is into alot of the same stuff I am. She seems to really dig World War Two era stuff. I bought her a navy coat with gold buttons that was sort of a double-breasted cut and she looked really cute in it. That same day I bought it for her she picked me up a zippo lighter from one of Matson Lines passenger ships that was around back in the 1940s. That was cool of her. We've had some really good times recently. I'm obsessed with her body. I love her voice. She has gorgeous legs. Her red hair makes me crazy. I do love the red heads. Yessir.

If I could only figure out a way to get her into a place with me things would be much better. It's next to impossible right now. Fuck.