2.20.1992 Part Three

Darrin and I haven't been talking much since I quit working with him on Cyanosis. I did harbor some anger toward him for a while but everything is cool now. He bought me a couple of drinks at a local wine bar on my twenty first birthday. I had a martini and then a long island iced tea. They were alright. I am jealous of the success Darrin has had with the first issue of Cyanosis. I'm not really into the direction he decided to take the magazine but I do think he was wise to avoid the interviews and articles I wrote. They wouldn't have fit in well with the rest of the magazine's content. When he decided to not use my material I had a temper tantrum and quit the project. I shouldn't have done that. Time will tell how successful he will be with Cyanosis and I wish him the best of luck.

I went to a dive bar this afternoon and I got a couple of beers with Joe and Antoni. We didn't talk about anything and just sat there drinking. Antoni split and then Joe gave me a lift back to the Junior College. I meandered around the parking lots until I got back to where my car was. A girl named Jacinda saw me walking around in the parking lots and she followed me. I didn't notice her until I was about to open up my car door. She came right up to where I was and said she had been meaning to talk to me and she asked if I would give her a ride downtown. It wasn't out of my way so I said sure and gave her a lift. As soon as we left the Junior College Jacinda asked if I wanted to go get some coffee with her. I said I'd go. We went to a new place that just opened up and when we got there she bought me a cup of coffee. I was amused because I didn't ask for anything, she just went ahead and got it for me. Pretty cool of her.

We sat down and talked for a long time. I didn't notice how long we had been there and all of a sudden it was much later in the day and the place was getting very crowded. We made some plans to go to the city together sometime soon. With my luck that probably won't happen. I'll give it a try anyway though. I really like the way this girl looks. Jacinda is a cute red head with great legs and big breasts. She's alot shorter than me but I'm really attracted to her. I like her style as far as the way she dresses too. Jacinda has this gothic, maybe even victorian look to her at times. It certainly is doing the trick...